To Whoever I Am Becoming

I forgot the context about the panel on manga vagabond, but you I can say my current situation is decipted on that panel.

YAAWWW ALL. three months ago, i feel like that i’m so lonely that make it i’ve to talk with my friends every night, either with my close friend or looking some friends on games. Until I really want to go to the city where’s my friends belong. After three months in the city while make an excuse why i’ve to go that city, and hangout with my boys and got new friends, every weekend hangout till morning but the feeling of LONELINESS just won’t go away. I don’t know why, but I feel like don’t belong anywhere, that make me can’t focus on my learning. I think it’s what they called ‘Quarter Life Crisis’ even though i’m still 23th bruhh T_T

So I packing everything and decided to go home. I feel like I’ve to reflect with my self what happen to me, and figure it out how to solve it. AND TODAY I still don’t know how to solve it, but I already accept it everything that happened in my life. I accept that i’m alone, I accept that I don’t have someone to talk, I accept that I don’t have that much of friend, I accept that I right now I’m still lack of skill, I accept that I’m falling behind from everyone, I accept every problem that I’m facing. By accept everything, right now I can enjoy my process (gladly i’m surrounded by good people), trying to achive every dreams i had and againts this world alone. Of course it will sacrifice many things, but I ACCEPT IT. I think this life is just about accept everything that happen in your life. So that’s it, thanks for reading my nonsense. See Yaa ALL